stupid!!!!stupid!!!!stupid!!!!!

i tink i m d most stupid person in tis world....
bcoz i hav mek a most stupid decision recently......
my university is in add-drop session nw.....
every student need 2 on-line 2 register which subject they wan 2 tek next sem...
i hav already add 6 subjects......but my dear lao poh hav add 1 importan course...
so,v drop 1 subject n plan 2 tek it at sem 5......
den my fren told me cn go FPP(my uni's faculty) 2 add d subject tat is already ful....
so i hav decided 2 tek KAL 1013.....business accountin....tis subject is a prasyarat subject 2 me...'
after pass it...i cn tek 2 more paper which is sem as my dear lao poh....
if i tek it....den my dear lao poh no need wait til sem oni study tis vf me le....
second day,i was wek up early...after wel-prepared....i go there...
i was so lucky...when i reach there...there r oni a gang of gals at there addin their course..
d official was so nice....(i tink la)bcoz he help tat gang of gals 2 add every subject they wan...
without much time...til my turn....
i ask d official 2 add my subject....he told me jux left 3 classes...
al is on thursday....5pm-7pm....other time crash vf my timetable...
but i add oso although i din like d time....i stil cnt let down....
i go ask again b4 i go...but d official say cnt le...oni tat 3 classes cn let me choose....
after tat....d whole day i was tinkin bout tis prob...d time was nt pretty la...
although my dear lao poh say nvm le....but i stil tink nt gud...
bcoz thursday is last day of study in 1 week....if there is holiday...den i hav 2 waste 1 more day at there...cnt go bc early...i try 2 find a way 2 solve it...
i tink 2 go again tmr 2 add 1 more time...choose other time de....
so i quickly drop tat subject....but no longer i feel better drop b4 i go so if cnt gt d time i like ....i stil cn quickly add back tat time ma....who noe when i turn back d webpage....tat subject had added by other ppl away...so fast....jux a moment oni....my heart feel sumting bad.....
2day mornin...when i go again....really bad ting cum....d clarks says tat subject is out of limited liao...cal 'us' go 2 c the penyelaras program....at tat time i oni noe nt oni me....stil gt many ppl cnt gt tis subject lei.....i stil 'xian' d time nt gud.....
i wait ouside d penyelaras room 1 hour.....feelin so regret....so stupid i m....
tat person who gt my place sure laugh bhind de.....gt a stupid gv out a place....
no need so trouble walk here walk there....
finally i c tat penyelaras program....
duno she understand wat i say o nt...she jux say cal tat official let us add.....
when v pass back wat d penyelaras say....d clarks cnt add le....cal us wait til 1st week of d new sem.....omg!!!!
wat cn i do...go back vf d stupid face lol.....
y i so stupid.....let go tat time......so regret la......
next sem mayb need 'pai chang long' if i really wan tat subject(u noe....uum ppl is crazy de....rebut-rebut til go wait 4am oso cn de)
nt again!!!!!!!
really hate myself!!!i should noe many ppl wan tis subject hardly de.....
stupid!!!!stupid!!!!stupid!!!!!
tis is a lesson......next time tink carefully 1st......read d condition 1st....
dun so stupid le....RICHARD PANG!!!!!!!!
A BIG DAMN FOOL!!!!!

Packing Tings!!!!

stil gt 4 hours.....
den i wil go bc 2 UUM....
where the place i wil study 4 3 years...
the time past so fast lei...
1 week over dy...my fren oso hav been married....
tat day was vy happy bcoz every hav came bc....
sum is long time no c de....
v al gatherin n vy happy.....
i was drinkin beer a lot....
tat was d 1st time in my life o.....
stil kena scold by my parents tim.....:p
after tis...it is a 3 weeks exam.....
need study.....study......n study......
hope wil gt a nt bad result.......
i wil b bc again......
my luvly mentakab!!!!

goin back home again!!!

tmr i wil b back 2 mentakab.......(my home town)
tis time go bac is bcoz my bro....
ah let wan marry le.....
so happy 4 him....
never tink he wil marry so early de....
feel shock when heard tat....
but at here i wan 2 wish him al da best...
hav a happy family o....
muz xin fu la.....
cant wait 2 c his child.....sure vy cute de.....
if cn really wan tek him as "kai zai"....
ha...ha...
so young bcum "kai ye"...
did i look like??
but bside happy attendin my bro weddin...
oso got bad news de....final exam cumin le...
so need study hard lol...
cnt lazy like midterm exam liao......
so i muz do it....
i cn de.....
Gambateh!!!!!richard pang!!!

Goin Back Home!!!

Ha....ha...quite happy 2day....
bcoz stil hav few hours den i cn go back le....
cant wait 2 arrive home.....
miss there so much....
tis holiday is vy free...
no assignment....(finish dy.....hurray)
no more exam....
jux go back 2 enjoy n ply oni....
cn go kick bal......lim teh........
do watever i like.....
no need tink much more....so gud.......
Hey....mentakab.......
i m cumin home!!!!!!!

my night life at UUM

nw is almost 3 am.....
but i haven slep...
at foyer library............on line n plyin gem..........
i hav tis kind of life almost 2 weeks le.............
sumtimes even go kick bal at 9........
feel myself like a robot........
hope tis wont mek any effect 2 my healthy.......
duno wat 2 say........
but i m enjoyin my life always.......last time at home...
i need slep early everyday.....bcoz my "lord queen mum"wil scold me de...
nw is a bit freedom lol.....
dun tel her o......
secret!!!!!
he....he......

Am i a loser????
i keep askin myself......
Am i useless????
tis kind of question appear in my mind oftenly....
my university is usin merit system de....
those ppl who r nt active wil hav 2 leave next year...
so i guest i wil of them gua....
i hav try my best le....
i cnt do anyting.....
mayb is my prob.....
i really din hav tat kind of ability..
leadership........
when i c other ppl bz managin their activity....
i feel like a loser infront of them.....

nt bcoz of my dear lao poh dun let me attend....
i try my best liao...
really....
mayb i really hav prob myself...
i cant even tek a decision in smal ting like eat or buy ting.....
but my dear lao poh stil tahan me....
i noe sumtimes she is vy angry de....
but she stil tahan my weakness....
y i wil b like tis de???
duno.....
really hope

i hav create my own blog finally!!!!

Tis is a memory day 4 me n my dear laopoh!!!!
i hav open my own blog vf her!!!!
i wil write my word of my heart n my life everyday!!!
so do read my blog n welcome 2 gv a comment!!!!